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	Heres some of the things i wrote to express my feelings! ALL OF THESE POEMS ARE COPYRIGHT! DO NOT STEAL MY IDEAS OR MY WORK!

The Forgotten Child

She was the one they all forgot

She was their best friend but then was dropped

She became entirely excluded,

So she decided to go through with it

She decided she wanted to fly,

Fly away into the sun in the pink sky

So she opened the window and stepped out

Her whole body shakes as she crouched,

And looked over the edge

And invisioned herself DEAD!

As she began to walk off and fly into the beautiful pink sky,

She thought to herself, they arnt going to miss me one bit once i die!

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, cruel world,

GOD LET ME DIE!!!

But what she didnt know was that her family moved away,

So there she lay,

Bloody and forgotten, she was wrong about nothing

No one noticed her gone, so she lay there dead on the lawn

Goodbye forgotten child, you were a true wonder,

Pretty and wild

I miss you everyday,

But i dare not say

I tried to tell you,

But you just became so unglued

I got to the roof but you had just jumped

I had no control

I saw you fly like you had alwaysed dreamed,

And from what you wanted, you flew higher

Goodbye sweet child signed, your secret admirror

Just Let Me Be

Im tired of feeling this way

I think Ill but an end to it today

Shut the door and let it go

Slit my wrist and let it flow

Suicide is the only solution i see

Fuck you all just let me be

You never will know me like you think

So get the hell away with stupid shit

I was never good anough for you

No matter what Id try or do

You wish i were dead and i agree

So go ahead and do it KILL ME!

I cant help but wonder how we got to this place

And if you knew i would be a suicide case

Why did we ever get involved

Now this will never be solved

I gave you everything with nothing in return

Now you damn me to hell to burn

You always put me down

Picked me up and threw me to the ground

I had to do all the work fo us

Though your convinced you did so Im fucked

You say I dont love you and dont try hard enough

And your convinced of this so again Im fucked

You say you did it al and I did nothing

Though I wanted to give you my all but when we'd meet we were barely touching.....to be continued.....

Goodbye For Now

The light has shown through

Im ready to let go

Its all over now

We have reached the last chapter

And now it has ended

It would be wrong and selfish

To let you have me forever

I must say goodbye now

But only for a short time

We will reunite again

Im sure

For I see the future and we are together

Id be no where else if i could stay with you forever

I hope your thinking of me always

Ill be dreaming about you and me forever

Until the faithful day we are reunited

In the distant future I hope to hold you in my arms for the rest of my life

Theres nowhere Id rather be if I could have you right here with me to hold and comfort forever

Until my final brath in this world and the next

So goodbye for now my love

Always look to the stars and picture my face

Because now I must leave this place....

What Once Existed, Now Is Lost

There was no one to pick me back up
To wipe away the tears
To erase my pain
I cant get my head straight
And I need you here to draw the line
The line to follow

To find my was through the dark forest of forever

Your the only one who can shine the light

The light bright enough to see my way through it all

And see see all the demons who cross my path

But you arn't here

So you have become one of the demons yourself

And your breatheing down my neck

I feel myself sufficateing

Your takeing my life away

You are all my ultimate fears combined

I cant defeat you

I can only give into you

And let you win

You are my fear

And your my murderer

I look into your eyes

As I take my last breath

And express to you what we once had

Fighting You and Myself

Im the one they call weird

Im the one they call strange

But they'll see my true beauty one of these days

Im the one with the long black hair and pale white skin

Scars from the pain bottled up within

I look of innoscence and drip with sin

Im constantly fighting against myself knowing ill never win

Tattoos and peirceings can not cover the scars i have inflicted

And the murder of me is what i am convicted

The scars show from the inside as well as out

And I live my life forever in doubt

I have served as a joke to you

And soon you will pay for what you have put me through

My life is neither perfect nor whimsical

No true love or anything mystical

No prince charming or beautiful stallion

No dragon to slay to become a champion

Hated by all and loved by none

I have been completely disowned by everyone

Im dead inside and can no longer love

And now you must pay for what u have done

The Addiction

I have an addiction ill tell u about

a drug sum might say but i seriously doubt

that ill ever recover from wut i am smittin to

and i fear its the withdraw im not gettin threw

i have an addiction for pain

and there is no oops or try again in this game

one slip or slit the wrong way and ur gone

and sent to the place u came from

with a cut a slit and a slash u now are and owner of a strawberry gash

its the pain im addicted to i tell u so

its the blood that runs out as u watch it go

down the drain in ur bathroom sink

and now i think im gonna go get a drink

sumthing strong that will do the trick

and help me forget this guilt trip

i finish the last masterpeice on my wrist

and i rise above and see my body fall in sweet bliss to the bathroom floor i fall

as my spirit rises i see it all

i see my parents enter in the morning

after all my blood had been pouring

out all nyt and i here my mothers screams

as she holds me tight

we all must say goodbye now and let go

with all the sorrow

that was released when my spirt was

and let it be free as if it was a dove

goodbye cruel world u did me wrong

but i forgive it all now cuz it wont be long

until its sumone elses turn to let go

and u will see wut all i kno

i see it all and understand that life is no wonderland it is a journey and jungle sum are shot down and sum are bundled up their whole lifes

and only hear of evil lies

lies about its a great world to do wut u please

and u just put in effort and succeed

well thats not true my friend u see

its all a lie becuz my life was just misery

sure i tried to be one of good

but i was thrown into a poor neighborhood

ppl around me always crying

and soon i gave up and stopped trying...

Suicide Anne

As I lay asleep in a trance

I have sweet dreams of our romance

Long walks and love makeing on the beach

As we show eachother the love we preach

Whenever we are together

I like Im floating like a feather

In the wind of the sweet sweet air

But suddenly Im awoken and your not there

I hear a door slam

As I look around realizing where I really am

I get dressed and look for you

For I believe my love for you is true

I search high and low

I see your foot steps and follow where they go

And then there I am

Spying on you while your in the arms of a man

I see you caress eachother

I see Im not your only lover

He rubs your body just the way I do

And see you two share the same passion we do

Why do you long him

I see the prize I shall never win

And that is your heart to myself

So Im just another one of your strung dolls on the shelf

I look to the sky for help as clouds part

But only get a bullet to the heart

They caught me by suprise

Just lyk you being with this guy

Now I lay in the ally stone cold

You see me there and decide to be bold

You kneel down and see its me

And you scream saying how cant this be?

I nvere should of left her alone for a man

And thats she became known as Suicide Anne

Setting Things Right

Good luck

Lif sux

Forget me

Get happy

Your better off

Forget small talk

We're over you see

Ima fuck up and shall always be

I hate me

And hate to be

The one whos left

Never the best

Never good enough

You were just too tough

For me to handle

And now this has become a scandle

Frount page news

I just feel soo used

So now Im gone, goodbye

And you need not wonder why

For i have just shared my fear

And wish you would just disappear

Without you in my life

I can finally set things right...

Psychos Mark

Theres so much hate

Theres so much pain

The hurt he caused

I can not contain

He cheated and took advantage

And now im left here

Trying to manage

I try to let it go

I try to forgot it all

But it keeps repeating in my mind

Because this I saw

I saw him take her in his arms

And hold her the way he held me

I turned and closed my eyes

For this I couldnt bare see

He said he cared

So I turned back to see them

And stared at them with an angry glare

Id get him back

This I swore

Ill do something to tear him apart

Something good that'll hurt him to the core

Ill tear his life completely apart

And in this town Ill have left my mark

First the girl he was with

All of sudden for no reason at all

I have a feeling she will fall fataly sick

Boohoo they all will cry

As I smile on the day she dies

His family goes next

For some strange reason they all were hacked with an axe

Hahaha I will go

As he looks to the sky screaming NO!

Finally it all comes to him

Ill look him in the eye and say thou has sinned

As his face grows puzzled and scared

Into his eyes i only stare

You should of been loyal Ill say

Then maybe they all would be living today

Who are you he pleads to me

I was truely in love with you hunny

Liz,he said with suprise

As the tears fill up his eyes

She was to mother my son

NO! I screamed and shot the gun

It him square in the head

Then i turned and shot myself dead...

Forever Yours

Tell me you love me

Tell me its true

Because the way I feel

I kno means I love you

Your are my life

Your are my soul

All I think of is you

And you of me I am told

Your like a drug

You make me high

Im forever yours

And this is no lie

Hate Is Me

Hate us all I know

Its what I do

Its where I go

Its who I am

Its what I'll be

Its not my choice

Its just me

My Everthing

Forever in my heart you shall always be

Apon my shoulder to guide me

In my mind I know your there

But with my everything

I know you care

Loved and Let Go

I had you

You were mine

But I screwed up

And theres no more chances this time

I want you back

But this can't be so

I see I was wrong

So i understand if the answers no

Your all I think of

And this is true

If I could only have one thing

That one thing would be you

I know I caused you hurt

I know i caused you pain

I can't believe i pushed you away

Its driveing me insane

Can you please forgive me

We can make it work

And I promise

Never again will i cause you hurt

I still love you

And always will

And I pray

Forever more you love me still